Friday, August 26th, 2005
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3:21 pm - For anyone that would like or care to know, especially "Monmouth" people.
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So I guess there is a "rumor" going around to all the Monmouth people. Well for any of you that I still associate with, or talk to, I AM NOT PREGNANT! Some people just like to be nosy and try to tell people things that are not true. I think if I was pregnant, I would be the first one to know since it is my body you are talking about. And if Im correct, I think I would be involved in some kind of action to go along with that result. So for future notice, if I were to become pregnant, I would be the first to know, and people that I dont care about wouldnt know. So for all the "Monmouth" people out there, keep out of my life, and dont try to make up shit that isnt true. Remember, things do get back to me!
current mood:  amused
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Monday, March 7th, 2005
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4:00 pm
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So here it goes. This might be my last entry. I'm not sure that I really want to record my feelings on LJ anymore since my feelings are harsh and not nice towards people lately. I just think that if I was to post my "true" feelings on here that it would get me into more trouble than I really care to get into. Therefore, as I sit here and wonder why I'm even posting this, I just want people to know that I'm not "ditching" LJ but simple don't want to post my feelings on here anymore. I'm tired of people being hypercritical about things. Yes I know that we all are at times.. hell.. I'm probably more guilty than others. The thing is though, I have a choice to continue to be involved with it or just not and move on with trying to not be so hypercritical myself. I really hope people do some soul searching. Think about what you are really doing with your life. I've been having to do a lot of it lately and I really encourage everyone to do the same. Having to quote on quote grow up does a lot to the way you think about things and people that you find yourself associating with. Every single person that I have come across sometime in my life has effected me in some way or another. I'm not trying to be a bitch but some things are better left unsaid and sometimes its better to cut off bad connections with people to help yourself be a better person.
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Monday, February 28th, 2005
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10:52 am
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I thought this was interesting. The guy that had this page was told that it had to be centsored... what the heck... the guy should have the right to post what is really going on in Iraq. Read for yourself.. some of his stories are quite interesting.
http://www.justanothersoldier.com/2004_12_01_archive.htm
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Saturday, February 26th, 2005
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12:33 am - i think this is so great.
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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
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10:08 am
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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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5:57 pm
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well i guess I lied.. I got the net. I need to run though.. have to do things before work.. talk to you all later.
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
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6:03 pm - Happy <3 day
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Happy heart day everyone. Saturday we got to move into our very own apartment. So far its been pretty exciting. Because we moved, we dont have internet. The only time I will be able to be on is when Im at a friends house or at work. We pretty much have everything that we need. The only thing that we do need are things like garbage cans for the bathroom, towels, and little things like that. So by the end of the week Im hoping that everything has been put away and I can have people come over. Anyway since I dont have internet, call me on my cell if you got the #. Love ya all.
current mood:  determined
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Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
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1:04 am
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So its been a crazy few days. Well first off Im now working two jobs and going to school. Some how im pulling it off. crazy but true. got a b- on my midterm in dance... totally cool. Im taking a break from school. I will end this term and start working full time with the state. Since im no longer going to be attending wou, i have to move out of arbor park. hince the next thing. Me and jered got approved today for our apartment. Im really excited but yet nervous at the same time. so im expecting house warming presents... jk. anywho thats about all thats been going on... i need to hit the hay.. got to work in the morning...
current mood:  drained
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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
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8:03 pm - Take this!
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Monday, January 24th, 2005
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10:20 pm
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Me ice skating
What Jered thought of my skating
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2:59 am
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I think this is the latest Ive been up in awhile. I just got done watching a movie which was pretty good. Cried my eyes out. Today has seem to be a very emotional roller coaster. This morning was good.. woke up next to the guy that I love.. woke him up with him yelling at me to leave him alone.. but I got my way and he got up. :) Saturday night was crazy. We were supposed to go by Amandas but things didnt work out so we went ice skating instead. Yeah it was pretty crazy. A good bruised knee and two sore ankles later, we ended my first ever ice skating experience. So today. Me and Jered fought this afternoon but this evening, or shall I say early Monday morning, we talked and worked things out. Things around the apartment are crazy. Sometimes I prefer to stay at my moms house.. everyone is having issues with everybody and Wednesday we are having roommate meeting. It will be good.. let everything out of the bag and out in the open. I think Dorinas crashed on our couch.. hmm Im not sure. It was good to see her even though I really wasnt in the mood to chill. I think Im gonna go cry myself to sleep... Gotta work in the morning.. I love my babies!!!
current mood:  sleepy
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Friday, January 14th, 2005
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2:23 pm
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So I now know what household gas smells like. I was cleaning up Barratts ktchen, you know cleaning around the stove, well I must have turned on the knob. Since they have a gas stove, gas was fililing the air without me noticing it. When she got home she discovered that the gas was on... opppps. So being a person with no gas stove expirence, I know now what it smells like. If it happens again at least I know to turn off the stove. So now Im sitting here in the freezing cold airing out the house. Brrrr... I need my win†er jacket. The babies are asleep and my duties for thus far in the day are done. Well, I guess I will go see whats on the exciting life called television. Ta TA for now.
current mood:  cold
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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2:09 pm - Hello there maties
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So its been awhile.. between dealing with my depression, breakups, makeups, and everyday normal shit, I thought this was the last thing on my priority list. Anywho. So lets update.. Well Jered made it back from Alaska. Two days later he broke up with me. That night I got really drunk at Heidi's house (sorry Heidi) and did/said some crazy shit. (Sorry Barratt) Well that led me into even more depression and wanted to kill myself all over again. Yes I do have suicidal thoughts at times. That lasted oh a month. Then in mid October I got a call that I didnt want but I was waiting for. One night as I sat at A&W with my brother and Danny, Jered called my cell. It was the best and the worse thing that could have happend at the time. We talked for awhile and I finally got things off my chest. He told me he made a mistake and wanted to make things right, but slowly. Hey I was game. I still protected my heart of course. Its been now about 2 months. Today Im spending Christmas with his family and tomorrow we will spend it with mine. Its been great. Thinking of moving to Idaho when he gets back from Alazka.. I just say we'll see when he gets back... who knows he might break up with me again. He says no way.. I learned my lesson! :) The term is over.. didnt do too hot. Im feuding with a prof right now about grades and a paper. Im still helping at Barratts. The babies are getting so big. Six months old... I cant believe it. Well I just wanted to update whats been going on a bit. I probably left out some big news but I dont remember. Merry Christmas.. Happy Hanukka, Happy New Years. Love ya all... Happy Holidays.
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Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
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1:35 am
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omg I'm such a homie!!!!
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Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
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11:35 pm - It really happend today
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So today was a terrific day. I started it out trading cars with my mom.. then headed to Portland. I hung out with Amanda for a few hours til I got a phone call from Jered. His plan landed in Portland approx. 2:17 and then he had to wait for me. Yes the dedicated g/f didnt make it to the airport in time. In away it was perfect timing though since when I got there he had already got his bags. I guess he tired calling a few times to see where I was but I didnt hear my cell ring.. so when I found out where he was, we met at the elevator in the parking garage. Oh how romantic.. seeing your bf/gf for the first time in 3 months in the parking garage! ::pokes finger down throat:: Its hard to really explain today. I had like the first date jitters.. I thought it was weird. The jitters quickly left after I saw him and headed to the car. AHHH.. hes finally home! We spent the afternoon hanging out with his parents and then after dinner (around 7) we watched Pure Country. It was soooo nice just to have him next to me. I hate being mushy and shit but hey! Well Im home now.. Jeni just got back with friends.. new people!! Oh OH OH.. got to go introduce! Anyway just wanted to let people know whats going on.. OUTTA!
current mood: ecstatic
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Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
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1:37 am - The update
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Yeah yeah I know.. I havent updated in awhile so I thought I would tonight. So summer has finally come to a close after a pinched nerve in my neck and a wisdom tooth being pulled. Work at the cannery is finally over but I'm still helping Barratt. Her babies have grown up so much. Its so crazy that they've been alive for 4 months already.
Sunday I moved back to school. Its nice to finally have my own room. Im sporting it in Arbor Park.. its pretty nice so far.
Thursday Jered should be home. I cant wait! Since the plan of him being home on the 20th fell through Im not really getting excited until I get the phone call from him saying that hes on his way home.
Well I guess I should get to bed. I have to be alert tomorrow so I can take care of the babies here at school. Heidi's gonna help me take care of them and we are both really excited to play with them all day.
Sorry I didnt keep everyone posted this summer but things were pretty hectic. I'll try to be better now that my life is in some order.
OUTTA!
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Thursday, August 12th, 2004
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11:07 pm
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Sunday, August 8th, 2004
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2:35 pm - Happy 21st Birthday!
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Well Thursday was my best friend Amanda's 21st birthday. After work I drove up to Portland and we went out with her fiance and some co workers. We went to Wallbangers and we had so much fun! I made her a hat and bought some crazy glasses for her to wear and she was so drunk that she wore them all night! It was so funny! Ive got some great stories to tell but its hard to write them all down on here so if you want to know about them, ask me and I'll tell you all about it. When I figure out how to put pictures on here I'll post them so you can see how crazy the night was.
Last night I got an email from Jered. Good news!! He will be home sooner than I thought. He told me that his contract ends on the 16th of September. Im trying to talk him into extending for 2 weeks like he was talking about so he can have some more money when he comes home. It totally made my day though knowing that theres only about a month left of this shitty situation. Having him gone though as really made me realize a lot about relationships. I dont know.. I guess it kinda made this between us stronger having to spend time apart and having to deal with the shit after he left. I dont know.. I guess we'll just have to see what happens.
Im going to see RENT with Heidi in like a week. Im totally excited. Barratt let me borrow her cds so I can be all ready to sing along with the show. YAY!! After the show I'll post all about it. Im totally excited about it though.
Oh in like a week I'll also be staying with Barratt since her husband has to go back to work. Hopefully I'll have a cellular again by then so people can get ahold of me. I'll keep you posted on whats going on about it though.
Anyway I should get going and get ready for church. Yes Im going to be the good girl and actually go to church this week. I have to go "talk" to God about if we can compromise on some stuff...
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Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
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6:43 am
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Well yesterday was the day from hell. It was one of those days I wish I could just crawl in a corner and cry. It started out bad.. got worse.. but at the end of the night as I curled up in bed my phone rang! YAY Jered called.. he always seems to catch me on those bad days. It was a great way to end a shitty day! He told me about adventures thus far.. bad news.. this next trip might not give him enough money that he needs. This means he might sign another 2 wk contract. He said hes not sure... but at the end of this one he'll let me know. Well I need to get to work.. I'll write again later tonight if I get the time. Later.
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Sunday, July 25th, 2004
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10:49 pm
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So today I went to Barratts.. helped out for awhile.. it was crazy at times. I came back home.. watched tv.. and then went to church.. my favorite thing on sundays is going to Applebee's with people from church. Tonight was hard though.. for some reason Im really missing Jered more than normal. Hes supposed to be in port like anytime.. and Ive been waiting for his call. Its hard just knowing that anytime he could call and it hasnt come yet. It totally sucks ass!! On the way home I was listening to the radio and a song that we used to listen to all the time came on. Yeah not a good idea tonight. I started to cry and then missing seemed alot harder. Man I know I get myself into these things but when it starts I guess I kinda psych myself into thinking its not gonna be that bad and what not. YEah well I always find a couple weeks into it that its alot harder than I thought. Well here I am.. blubbering about Jered and everything.. Im sorry.. you probably dont want to hear it. Tomorrow I have to work.. and it starts another week of hell. Love ya'll.
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